My Atrophy : Unravel the Greatest Pain Inside

I’ve been wondering. Why I’m very emotional this past few days.

I had this eerie feeling of being lonely day by day. Its irrational as they say, but I can’t help it. My motivation to hold on is actually the one who is unleashing me away. My family.

I owe them a lot, whatever aspect I consider to, they are the ones there for me. However, the more I get attached to them, its more frequent that I’m prone to be misunderstood, frequently misjudged, criticized, it’s my mishap as my life gets get ruined slowly.

Wherein our house where we revolve each other, we talk each other once in a while, we see each other everyday and funny may it seemed that I can’t help but to cry for it. I don’t know why i’m a willing and sacrificial victim of my own denial.

That is my greatest ATROPHY, there’s more. And I don’t want to talk about it yet.